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Unbirthday
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In the pub at 11 am is rough trade. A lot goes on. An admirable Bukowski-esque existence. I couldn’t do it. Too thin.
The difficulty is that this is all out of your control, innit? Your life is being decided for you. Who you can see. Who you can’t. That’s also rough trade.
It starts a bit earlier than that over here Exile.
Yes indeed. There is a third party – Wendy’s ex –, and Wendy’s timidity in only seeing me when TLD isn’t about, that are impinging on my friendship with her, and by extension, Kitty. I have tried to raise the subject but they see it as being selfish and inconsiderate. I am powerless. So what kind of friendship is Wendy extending me? A truth that I might have to face is that we’re not as close as we once were. Which would make – is already – making me very sad.
That first bit is well nice now innit. My days of 11am drinking have long gone but i remember being in the boozer early doors and thinking how wonderful it was to do the crossword and not have to listen to shit tunes, lol!! Now i’d have to change boozer to coffeeshop, the Dam style that is as the only thing i do that early anymore is toke up… or eat mushrooms on the odd day… as for K and W, what can you do? accept it for what it is and don’t beat yourself up, the rules might not be fair but you take what you can get…
it must hurt still. can’t imagine that going away quickly or easily. bringing it up doesn’t seem to change the situation, so there really doesn’t seem to be anything you can do about it. somehow makes it worse…
Nothing I can do DF. We’re drifting further apart. I can feel it. I made the mistake of looking at some posts from three or four years ago and it was full of lovely times with Kitty and especially Wendy.
Never mind, the pubs open soon :)
kono – yes I’ve never liked canned music in pubs and I’m actually in an organisation that campaigns against it – Pipedown. I love it when you can find a calm, quiet boozer where time seems to be thick and slow.
As to Wendy and Kitty – it’s out of my hands, so I’ll just have to learn a bit of resignation.
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